Essays
When I zoom into my Self it yearns to write at the back of all its untold stories of life that it hasn’t won the battle yet. But it is well equipped with the intuition to figure out it is conceived with huge explosion of emotions and enough righteousness to channel it right ….
Unhappy with the present, they hide own Self under an artificial show off. On the other hand, excessive defensiveness of the Self spills out yet another crisis as some covertly accept grief from the past and start losing hope on future ….
That choice is determined by the strongest state of heart, governed by gratitude to God, and that strength also may get highs and lows in its undiminished fight with the ego in the arena of mind. What are the technicalities ….
Blind or lame does not matter – poor or weak does not matter either – The Wise, The Almighty is manifested in the grand scheme of life through the Self – that seems to matter.
Only considering the obvious physical without valuing the spiritual measures sparks the thought – there may be a need for these two to co-exist…
Capitalizing on the sense that – it has the choice of doing anything it wants – the self then follows a theme of its natural disposition, promoting an emotional vigilance to avoid excuses to be careful. After this combined effort from sense and emotion, the charisma that emanates …
Faith goes hand in hand with doubt in a never-ending conversation within the mind where the Self can unravel faith not in blind defiance but in conscious and deep thinking…
It appears that a moderate Self would shift the focus from its hatred to what God has already given it and gratefully ask itself, for example, why it is intensely joining a gossip to hurl anger or why it is highlighting faults of others to provoke unrest….
Its concealing attitude urges it to see things hidden in its perspective, so it forgets that God’s perspective covers everything. Therefore, before turning around from something that seems senseless, the Self will have to come to terms with an acceptance of own limitations….
When a human Self looks for a goal to pursue in life, it can easily get lost within the chaos of pure luck and randomness. But when it does not look for it, instead meet with it – it means it always knew it had been there on its path because all through its existence, it kept pursuing interestingness – something that aligned with the essence of its existence….
When the Self can get hold of the feeling of enough, it can play a responsible role in harmonizing its action with what the finite world expects. It can fathom ‘enough’ in mind as long as….